Life Defining Moment

This week has been insanely busy. Busy with my report due next Monday. Busy with my PR application. And I still need to study for a test on Tuesday.

Applying for PR is no easy task even with the help of an agent. And they bloody suck the shit out of your pocket. The agent is charging 2200aud for lawyer's fees but he's a reputable agent and his records are excellent.

I still have to get a date for my IELTS test and make an appointment for medical check up. Get my aunt to sign all the necessary documents. Photocopy my documents. Get it certified. Blah Blah Blah. Imagine if I have to do the application myself. It's just way too complicating with all the recent changes in the legislation.

Oh well..it's a once in a lifetime thing. And it's sort of easier for me because I already made up my mind that I want a PR here unlike some people who are still in a dilemma as to go home for good or stay here. It's really a difficult decision. A decision that will affect your future and your life. But somehow for me that decision was easy. I didn't face that dilemma. Probably because my parents are not in Malaysia and probably because I feel that I will have a better future here.

The only problem that I'm facing now is I NEED MONEY! Money to book a date for the IELTS test. Money for the lawyer's fees. Money! Money! Money! Who says money can't get things done? Money is important in life...Ok...so is health!

All I need to do now is fucking concentrate on passing every fucking subjects this semester and not fucked up again or my plan and life will be screwed...cos this time I don't have a back up plan. Everything is on the line!